Aubade with Spider and Flag
How do the spiders know it’s safe
to spin their webs? That the parched
winds funneling through the canyons
will not rip them from their moorings,
a late spring rain illuminate their work
for all to see? After a spattering too slight
to call a shower, I fetch the papers. Since
yesterday, a gossamer scrim has straddled
the driveway, as high as the parapet
of the house, so low I can barely duck
under it. And there, smack in the middle,
a black spider big as my thumb waits
for something edible to be caught, unable
to escape. Lately I’ve regretted not burying
Dad with the other veterans as he wished.
Why did I insist on sticking him with
his parents, sister, and grandparents
in the family plot above Cemetery Curve
in the town he fought a war to leave?
Later today, I’ll look for the little flag
with forty-eight stars he used to carry
in parades, hoping the moths haven’t
eaten holes in it, to hang outside
the front gate come this Memorial Day.
—First published in Askew Poetry Journal
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Salade niçoise, In Memoriam
Whitmanesque
I celebrate the dark tuna, packed in olive oil.
The pommes de terre, apples of the earth, sliced,
barely cooked, then gently tossed with stock,
vinegar, more olive oil, scallions, chopped
parsley to finish. I sing of July’s tomatoes,
bursting with flavor, vivid red; crunchy green
peppers just arrived at the farmers market,
ringed; blanched string beans, chilled. I thank
our neighbor’s chickens, whose blue eggs,
hard-boiled, peel easily and quarter neatly.
Liberally strew the tiny local black olives,
capers (my invention). Arrange artfully
on a bed of Little Gems; lay on anchovies
like the spokes of a wheel. All morning
the day after Bastille Day, I make this
from scratch for you, city never visited,
sun-drenched Nice, in grief, with love,
because I do not know what else to do.
—First published in Birmingham Poetry Review
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Looking for the Jewish Museum in Dublin
Wandering down a blind alley. Scratched
into a Civic’s crimson hood, two vowels
separated by the consonant over which
so much blood has been spilled: IRA.
On the left side window a spider’s web
of cracks radiates from a bullet hole
opposite the driver’s head. The synagogue
is not where the guidebook says it should be.
On its laminated map: St. Stephen the Martyr,
now converted into condominiums. Through
staggered stained glass lancets, a triptych:
a woman making tea; an unmade double
bed; a pot-bound asparagus fern trailing
its emerald tracery to the floor, tough,
sticky, sharp as knives, bearing the red
berries it produces only when confined.
—First published in the National Poetry Competition Winners
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The Old Neighborhood
Where is the man who sold the best jelly donuts and coffee
you sipped raising a blue Acropolis to your lips? The twin
brothers who arrived in time for lunch hour with hot and cold
heros where Liberty dead ends at the Hudson? The courteous
small-boned Egyptian in white robe and crocheted skullcap
in the parking lot behind the Greek Orthodox shrine whose
bananas and dates you could always count on? How about
the tall, slim, dark brown man with dread locks cascading
to his waist who grilled Hebrew National franks to perfection
and knew just the right amount of mustard each knish wanted?
The cinnamon-skinned woman for whose roti people lined up
halfway down Church, the falafel cousins who remembered
how much hot pepper you preferred? Don’t forget the farmers
who schlepped up from Cape May twice each week at dawn
to bring us whatever was in season at its peak: last August,
blueberries and white peaches. What about the lanky fellow
who sold green and red and yellow bears and fish and snakes
in plastic sandwich bags with twist ties; his friend, a block
away, who scooped still warm nuts from a copper cauldron
into palm-sized wax paper sacks he twisted at the corners
to close? The couple outside the post office with their neatly
laid out Golden books, the shy Senegalese with briefcases
of watches except in December when they sold Christmas
trees? The Mr. Softee who parked every evening rush hour
by the cemetery to revive the homeward hurrying crowd?
I know none of their names, but I can see their faces clear
as I still see everything from that day as I ride away from
the place we once shared. Where are they now? And how?
—First published in Poetry After 9/11: An Anthology of New York Poets
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In the Desert
You didn’t get to see the scrub jay’s sky
blue pinstriped bib, the deep purple
flash of the black-chinned hummingbird.
You’ll never see a black-throated sparrow’s
nest woven into the yucca’s slender spines
like a ball of tumbleweed come to rest.
You won’t ever hear, then see, the ladder-
backed woodpecker perched at the very top
of a Joshua Tree drill last spring’s seed pods
with his beak. You didn’t live to write
your desert poem telling me why someone
named that cactus after a hero in the Bible.
For you, who peppered your poems with
the language of your faith, I’ll use yarmulke
to describe the woodpecker’s crimson cap.
—First published in Five Points
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To an Unknown Goddess
She of the missing digits, who cradles a handful
of sheaves, their tassels lost so
long ago, the broken stems flower with mildew
and algae; she whose helmet of neat banana curls
is netted by spider webs, whose two
still intact ears are stopped by fall’s drift, and left
nostril drips a dust strand with which the breeze
toys; she, whose voluminous dolomitic
folds, tender inside of bent elbow, and flexed toes
are dirty for eternity, or at least until they crumble
to grit, whose one bared breast is polished
by the elements, her arched neck lovely, her palms,
despite lacking fingers, relaxed; you, who cannot
see or hear, touch or feel, are more
beautiful for being broken. Once children like us,
imperfect, flawed, were left on mountain tops to die.
Tell me, goddess, how we came to be
stranded here together on this Adirondack porch.
—First published in Deaf Poets Society